Chapters.

I think it’s safe to refer to myself as a writer now but what I’ve always been is a reader. To me, there’s nothing like a good book to sit down and get lost in. A truly good book would have you wanting to skip ahead because certain chapters were taking too long. This is what I’ve been doing in my own story.

I don’t believe in New Years resolutions. If I made a resolution, it was always to lose weight and would end up in an epic fail LOL. Instead of having a resolution, I would consider the new year a new chapter in my life and I’d name it. For the past few years, I’ve been naming chapters “Self” over and over again because I screwed up the story the chapter before.

I was constantly naming chapters “Self” because I kept telling myself, this is the part of my story where it’s going to be solely about me … and it wouldn’t be. I kept trying to skip this chapter and get to the good part because writing your own story without any supporting characters is outright hard. I never thought being the main character of my own story would be so lonely. In most good books, (well the romance ones I read) the main character has some type of hero that swoops in and saves the day … saves the story.

In life, we have to realize that we are the authors of our own stories. We can’t look for that hero to come and change the storyline. The pen is always in our hands therefore we’re in control. I know some of us would prefer writing our stories in pencil so we can erase the mistakes. I have plenty of mistakes that I wish I could erase but it’s those mistakes that make the story worth turning the page.

From now on, I’m writing my story in pen … without hesitation. I’m not perfect so the mistakes will continue to be made meaning the lessons will continue to be learned. I’ve decided to take a break off the “Love” chapter. I can always go back to that … when I’m ready. In this part of the story, I’m just going to keep writing and hopefully the main character of Shayna will continue to grow. Keep turning the pages … there is more to come.

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5 thoughts on “Chapters.

    1. Thank you Buttercup! It took some time but I’m learning to put myself first … finally! Love you too! 🤗❤️

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  1. As new chaos occur in our lives we must embrace growing pains; acknowledge what we’re leaving behind; expect challenges and struggle; expect your adjustment to be more demanding than anticipated and be patient with yourself. Remember, when one door closes, many other doors open. Keep an eye out for those open doors and the possibilities they present!

    Awesome read and so much “truth”!! Concentrate on SELF!!

    Love you Sweetie,
    Mom
    😘♥️💕

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    1. Eyes open and heart open mommy! I’m ready for the blessings. Thank you for always being there for me.. I love you 😘❤️

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