I Have No Idea.

Lately, I’ve been thinking a lot on what the next chapter of my life will include because I honestly have no idea what the hell I am doing. I followed the rules and went to school … twice. I’ve recently completed obtaining a Masters degree and now that I have it, I’ve been pondering over whether or not this is what I want as my career.

Growing up, I’ve always had a helpful and healing spirit. Whenever someone was sad, I’d want to make them happy. Whenever someone was confused, I’d want to help them find a solution. I pursued what I called a passion and now I’m at a place in my life where it does not make me happy anymore. I’m rethinking my passion as well as my purpose. When seeking advice in regards to this matter, I’ve been told to find something that makes you happy and do that all the time .. then you will have found your passion.

The problem is I’m a passionate person which makes me passionate about a lot of things. Lord knows I’m passionate about traveling. I want to see the world. I feel like there’s a part of me that has an explorer’s spirit but we can’t get paid to travel. (If you’re apart of wish you were here or whatever other pyramid scheme, please do not message me.) I’m passionate about writing. Hell, I thought I was Harriet the Spy growing up and literally had composition notebooks with PRIVATE ducktaped across the front everywhere. I wrote short stories constantly and eventually started writing poetry. I’ve even considered writing a book about myself but that’s in the near future.

Moore or less, I’m lost. I’m unsure where I’m going, how I’m getting there or what I’m going to do once I get to my destination. My cousin Jassady told me to follow my heart and just go with it because at this point, I have nothing to lose.

 

P.S. At the top is my NEW logo for Moore or Less and I absolutely LOVE her. She looks just like me! ^_^

4 thoughts on “I Have No Idea.

  1. It’s okay to feel lost. I think we all feel like that at one point. Whatever is deep down within your soul that lights your whole life up , do that! Whether that’s writing . Whether it’s traveling , do it. You have degrees that you can always fall back on worse case scenario. But when it’s your passion, when it gives you life you don’t care about anything else but doing that and helping the people . Degrees are an accomplishment. Be proud of yourself , that time was not wasted . It’s just time to move on to the next chapter. Even if you haven’t figured it out yet , it’s okay. You will. I know it’s hard but don’t beat yourself up. I’m rooting for you boo ❤️💜

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